Friday, September 27, 2002

the dreaded doctor's office

all right. so it wasn't as bad as i make it out to be. the visit went quite well actually--aside from the fact that my mom had to fax over a paper saying that my grandmother could take me to the doctor....i think that is just..oh never mind--im not going there. back to the topic--i went, got checked up by a nice doctor man, and he told me that i was probably in the beginning stages of strep throat...grrrreaaaat... just what i want! that's okay though-he gave me medicine, and he said i should be fine. but he said if i felt worse to come back in and let him check me again. okay! i said. i am still having headaches and fevers, but i am alive, and i can live with the feeling for now...

guess what!? i am making a personal web site! **destinysfate.topcities.com**<--go check it out!! it's a work in progress, but hey at least i am making an effort right? right.

c ya!

<3 nina

Tuesday, September 24, 2002

yes fever, no fever

so do i have a fever or not? yesterday i had a fever of 99.7 F and a headache and i was tired and i felt cranky. i called my mom and told her about it and she told me to call into work sick.--i had never done that before--i felt like a slacker, but i also enjoyed the break! so i went home and worked on a scrapbook for my daddy's birthday on october 1st. (it is coming along quite nicely if i do say so myself, even though i am not a very artistic person..oh well!) well today my mom came into my room and asked me if i was okay to go to school today. i said of course not (jokingly) and she took my temperature...97.8 F or something like that. i didn't feel sick this morning...i didnt even feel hot. but now as the day wears on i am feeling hotter and hotter...i dont think that is good---do you? my face honestly feels like its on fire! OUCH!

i say MAKE UP YOUR MIND! if you are gonna have a fever have one!--if not, then dont!--but none of this in-the-middle-fine-one-second-hot-the-next stuff! ugh! i tell ya! hehehe

<3 nina

Friday, September 20, 2002

the banger sisters


i just went and saw the banger sisters with my mom! that movie was so funny!! it was inappropriate at times--but i enjoyed it just the same! i definitely recommend it to anyone who can take a bit of...70's style acting, thinking, and....doing...ya. but really--it was a great movie! i didn't stop laughing! and--i dont know!--GO SEE IT! (but only if you are mature enough to handle it!!!) dont say i didnt warn you! :) normally i try not to be a person who judges other people on their looks...but i could not resist when i saw this movie...susan sarandon's butt just kills me...its just not right--i dont know how to explain it! it makes me laugh every time i see it! and goldie hawn's lips....oh hunny...something needs to be done!! both of them i swear! now dont get me wrong! i dont think there is anything wrong with them because of their...abnormalities..its just funny to me... lol

<3 nina

Sunday, September 08, 2002

my poem in a book

on friday i received a notice in the mail telling me that my poem that i wrote ("Can't He See?") (it is written in a previous entry if you wanna read it) is going to be published in a book. the book is called "Letters From the Soul". i am totally dumbfounded. i never thought that my poem would actually be good enough to be put into a book....amazing.
<3 nina

Friday, September 06, 2002

quiz mode

im taking quizzes galore right now! have fun and take some yourself! :) they're fun!


What Was Your PastLife?
a jester huh? how interesting! --i do like to make people laugh! :)

I WAS A HAPPY CHILD
lucky you. you were what every child should be.
carefree. optimistic. and happy.
what kind of child were you?
(brought you by april)

...so i guess i was a HAPPY CHILD! :) thats cool!


Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

I am Winnie the Pooh--i always liked Tigger better though! OH WELL! :)

<3 nina

Wednesday, September 04, 2002

2004 class quote

i started a new school this year. every class has their own "quote". well my class--the junior class-came up with the quote: "one day we'll look back on this, laugh nervously, and change the subject." i just thought that that was cute and i thought i would share it with you!
write more later!
<3 nina

Tuesday, August 20, 2002

whats the use?!

ive been talking to this guy a lot lately. i REALLY like him. and i think he likes me.--however-he also likes my best friend. which is fine with me because i want him to be happy and if liking my best friend is waht it takes then so-be-it. the only thing is my best friend wont like him unless he changes practically everything he is and has ever been. i know he can make the change and i think he is trying to change a little to make her like him. ....i wrote a poem about it because no matter what i do i always end up in this sort of situation and it is EXTREMELY frustrating to me!

Can't He See?

Here I go again...
I'm walking downt he road I've taken many times before--
Each time I've fallen farther and harder.
Do I look for this pain?
Not purposely.
I just seem to fall into the same trap every time.
I like him.
He likes my best friend.
Same story over and over again.
Why me?
Can't he see that I'm attracted to him?
Doesn't he know how much I care?
He says that I make him happy--
But is that enough?
He doesn't even really know her--
He's never held a conversation with her.
We've had so many conversations...
...some heavy.
...some light.
What does he want?

i know it sounds corny but thats what i was and am feeling....

i dont know what to do and i feel like i have lost control of everything. thats not good is it? ill tell you more later.
<3 nina